In God’s Hands

Patricia was having some issues headaches diarrhea and fatigue. She is beginning to see that when you are in the fight people ask how you are doing, but they do not really care. How phony they can be, and, on her job, they want you to do their work and act like they will help you, but never do. I told her this would be one of the challenges of going through the process. When you are challenged and, in the battle of for your life they act like you are invisible but not to worry, you just keep a smile on your face and when they act like this pray silent right in their face. God has chosen you and you are one of his soldiers. Although you are being challenged you are also going to have a great reward in the end. I tell her I have also been through this kind of issue with the people I have worked with, but they did not bother me I just looked at them like they were not even there. So, you keep praying this is your shield against those who treat you like this. There day will come. Now we are free because we know that our eyes see through all the fakeness and can see clear. Monday the 17th of August would be special because I started back on my chemo medicine. For the next few days, I felt sick every morning taking those 2, 500mil of chemo pills. You would think that by now I would be used to it, but I am not. I felt myself falling asleep early in the day after lunch. I went back to work; the challenges do not stop. But I have the will to move to contact and complete whatever challenge with which I am faced. Patricia was also having stomach problems going to the rest room regular now her throat hurting from the chemo making the lining of her throat sore. Despite all that we face God gives us the strength to continue moving on.